Peace

I think my brother and I are reaching our breaking point. I don’t know how much longer we can endure this process. My Dad keeps trying to get out of bed and he is too weak. My brother isn’t strong enough to lift 185 pounds of dead weight. He is going to throw out his back. My Dad isn’t making any sense and we can’t reason with him about getting out of bed. He doesn’t hear anything I say. He only hears my brother. We did get some sleep between midnight a 5am but that’s just not enough. I haven’t had 8 hours of sleep more than a month. I have lost at least 10 pounds, probably more and I feel like I am losing my mind. I have been home in over a month. My children and my husband need me too. It is Christmas time and they want me with them. Its Lindsay’s favorite time of the year and my favorite time with her because she is so full of the Christmas spirit. I need some of that spirit. I haven’t been out of this house for more than an a few hours in 3 weeks and that was to have dinner with some investors who are just trying to get the most out this deal for themselves at the least amount of benefit they can get away with for me. I am going insane. Please pray for peace for all of us. We need peace – most of all for my Dad.